If Today Was Your Last Day..

If today was your last day how would you spend it? Would you spend it being mad at someone for something stupid that they did? Would you be selfish and just do the things that you wanted to do and not the things that you're friends wanted to do? Would you spend it laying in bed because some boy upset you? If today was you last day how would you spend it?

This has been the question that has been going through my mind this whole break. Yesterday was my friend's birthday that passed away in August it was a hard day to get through but at the same time it gave me some perspective on my life. If today was my last day I would not spend it mad at someone for some stupid reason because that would be a waste of my time because for all I know today could be their last day too. Some people don't think that a day an hour or even a few minutes can really change your life but I believe that even a few seconds can change your entire life. So why would you spend even a second being mad at someone for something stupid even if it is not something stupid why would you continue to be mad at them.

I also would not spend my last day all to my self, doing just the things that I want to do. I would want to spend my day with my friends and family doing what they wanted to do because that is what would make them happy which in the end should make me happy.I would not want to be selfish if today was my last day. I would want to be happy and be able to tell people how I really felt and not just put on a face for people because in the end where does that really get you.

I cannot even imagine spending the day just laying in bed because some boy had made me upset so I did not feel like doing anything that whole day. I would go and hang out with my friend and try and get over the fact that the boy had upset me. I would also want to hang out with my friends because it could be the last time that I would get to see them. My friends are very important in my life they are what gets me through most days. Without them I would be so lost. So to give up time with them just because of a boy would just be stupid and I would regret it everyday after I did it. Especially if the friends that I had the chance to hang out were gone the next day or the next year.

The way I want to spend everyday is as if it were my last. I want to be happy. I want to not worry about the little things that I know will eventually work their way out. I don't want to spend it mad at the people that I love. I want to smile as much as I can. I want to spend everyday as if it were my last and as though it could be my friends last day as well. So if you get a chance to hang out with an old friend then hang out with them because you never know what is going to happen to you or them.